underneath the waves

aw. tapos na ang upcat. la lang. hai. pagod na ko. aaral pa ko. siet. kabugnot. la lang. ang weird kasi antagal ko ng di nagpopost. anun nga ba ang mga nangyari? nakitulog ako kina polin. pero bago ang lahat ng yun ay dumaan kami sa mcdo. then, aun... nung nasa bahay na kami, nagkuwento si ana tunkgol sa mga daga, unggoy ni dora at kung anu anu pa. nanuod ng ikaw ang lahat at ng kampanerang kumba. wee! ang saya nung mismong exam. la lang. ok lang siya, kasi at least nakadagot ako. pero i dunno kung papasa ako. let's just pray na i will di ba. i'm trying to be very optimistic about it. aun. basta. ahahha.

more than anyone.

hai. ang aga aga pa. wala pa ang sikat ng araw, naunahan ko ang araw na gumising. hahaha. yes. kain muna. ay, mamamaya na pala. wait. magaaral pa nga pala ako. hahaha.

existentialism on prom night

most of the time, i'm a very cheerful person, i like to be one of those "happy go lucky" people. i despise those who smile without effort. i envy those who laughs without moving a finger. i guess i am a pathological pessimist. my brain is set to think negative even if i don't want to. all things i see are subversion of what is real. forgive me if this is too dramatic. i'm just... not myself right now.. whew! i have never been so ill will in my life. anyway... hai. this is so depressing. you know the feeling when everything is going right but there's something wrong...? not making any sense. haha. it's like everything's fine, but then somehow you feel as if it's too fine. hahaha. i guess what i'm trying to say here, is that i'm really really in the blues. they say that everyone mistakes. but saying no one is perfect, for me, is never an excuse.. everyone makes mistakes, but then.. you have to have the courage and the humility to be responsible for it. i hate those who just pretend that nothing ever happened when truly, something did. anyway.. for those who is reading this, i know my point is so vague. but still.. i do have a point. hahaha. basta un na un.

when the stars go blue

this song was sung by tyler hilton and bethany lenz. aka chris and haley from one tree hill. actually i think maraming kumanta nito, kasi kanta rin to ni ryan adams.. pero mas gusto ko ung version ni tyler hilton. hahaha.anyway... i really like this song. so if you're into something not that pop and something not that rock.. hahaha. just download this. it's really good. anyway. what to say. ang pukesa ko talaga. you know why? i forgot a lot of things from school. kasi naman wala akong locker key nung friday, i forgot. kaya aun, how stupid of me, di ba? chuva ever. anyway, naku... ANA. may pasalubong... hahaha. hai, know what? i haven't watched tv for quite some time. basta. hai. tapos aun, kasi nagsesearch ako ng chords. ito na ang mga natutunan kong chords ngaun: somebody like you-keith urban; run, huwag na huwag-kitchie nadal; california-phantom planet. aun. hahahaha. di naman kasi ako ganun kagaling noh! hahaha.

When the stars go blue...

Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in your wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely

I'll follow you
When the stars go blue

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
The stars go blue, stars go blue

what if god was one of us.

joan osborne. ok, here's the deal... i haven't written anything. like nadah.... zilch. i'm so freaking tired and i suffered REALLY... one of the most heartburning attacks last night. it was aroung 2 in the morning... and it really felt like some sort of javelin poking through my heart. i even fell of the bed.... whew. anyway.... i uploaded my new layout. i just did it yesterday. anyway. wala lang. basta. hmmmm...... ayan..... kanina kasi ang ikli nito. eh ayun. ang hirap kasing gumawa ng sulat. naku po, lalo na pagisa-isa... hehehe. naghanap pa ko ng chords ng jeepney, ung iba ksi wala sa tono... eh ang hirap pag tabs. basta. anyway... meron na kong nagawang anim na letters. what an improvement. hehehe. i'm doing the best i can, ok? don't argue with me. hahaa. ai, if anyone here has heard the song "paint the silence"... well wala lang, gusto ko siya. anyway.... i haven't been really updating the blog. due to... i don't know. kasi, nahiligan kong manood ng tv. and everyday, i have to watch a certain episode of a certain show. kunwari monday: the oc, tuesday: OTH (one tree hill), wednesday: CSI, thursday : american dreams, friday: joan of arcadia. grabe. ang galing noh? hahaha. anyway. basta at least i find time para iupdate to. hahaa.... hai. i really feel ewan today. ang lakas ng ulan and andaming gamu-gamu... ansaya. SANA DI MAGBROWN OUT KUNDI... hihimatayin ako. hehhee.

mockingbird

whew. i just wanna inform everyone that i'd be changing the layout of my blog. haha. this layout has been on for a while. and when it was on, i guess... not that i got tired of posting, i really was on a very hectic schedule... and i still am. so anyway, just stay put. hahhaa. take care everyone! it's our retreat on monday... hahaha. write to me, ok? haha.

somebody told me.

by the killers. yes... i'm getting hooked with a new band. pero of course, i remain an aficionado of dashboard confessional. hmmmm, kaya ako nagol ngaun ay para magresearch. hinayupak kasi, alam niyo ba kung bakit di ako nakapagpost? NAGCRASH ang computer ko! grabe, as in... pag balik ko galing alabang. tiyenen.... sira.weeeh. natapos ko na rin ang coral reef ko. kinopya ko siya sa Little Mermaid kong book. hmmmm.... anu bang nangyari ngaun. as usual, buried sa trabaho. parang matanda na eh! ahhaha. it's just that everytime i go to school, i feel this weird tingle in my spine... ung parang... dapat ganto gawin mo or ganun kasi if not, naku... matotopak. hahah. *puzzled* walang makakaintindi nung sinabi ko. hahaha. anyway, i'm really getting tired. i'm pissed off cause i just missed one tree hill and i was so looking forward to watching it. i have no idea why it slipped my mind.. siguro sa sobrang daming ginagawa... na kumbaga the only things you think about is finishing the requisites for school. ahahha. basta. anyway. hmmm. magreresearch pa ko. so... ttfn!

orange county

this is actually a show. the o.c. if you've been browsing some of my posts, you'd probably see that this is one of my favorite shows. ah basta. pasukan na. and finally i came up with a post. i haven't posted for a while. i was busy. hai. anyway. la lang. monthsary namin ngaun ni migy kaya happy 30th month na samin. hahah. hmmmm..... ok lang naman ang school. some of the subjects are really interesting... some, this is just supposition ha, requires sleeping late and ditching some of my favorite shows. haha. i'm working on an assignment right now so... this is it. hahaha.

mr.brightside.

by the killers. hai naku. i haven't posted for a really long time. kasi. la lang. basta. nasira ung phone. tapos di pa nakakabit internet sa bahay doon.. bastaa..... maraming nangyari. una... ewan basta. NANALO SI SERGIO MORA. siyempre i was waging on him, he should win or i'll cringe to death. tapos.... hmmmm...... wait. NBA naman tau. mvp si nash, pero la ring kuwenta un kapag natalo sila sa spurs... SUNS... KAYA PA. tapos... basta. hui, miss ko na kayo guys.... lalo na si migy, pat, anton, mykel, pauleen, kaycee, tricia, mina......... basta lahat nang taga jb34. BELATED MYKEL.... ung gift mo, hmmm.....pakwan daw regalo sau ni pat ah... siguro akin, santol. joke. hehehe... tapos. edi un nga nakalipat na kami ng bahay. edi nung mga 8 ng gabi naglakad lakad ako sa park, nakita ko ung pinsan ko... nagbatian siempre... hehehe. tapos nahalata ko na may sumusunod sakin... ung pala ang dady.. haha kala ko tuloy kung ano. hahaha. well... basta. tagalog mode talaga ko ngaun. grabe naman kasi pag nagenglish ako matotongue-tied lang ako. hahaha. basta. nagpafoot spa ako... at alam nio ba ang nangyari.. pinakain ako ng itlog... e may allergy ako dun, aun wala rin ang hinayupak na foot spa... nangati paa ko eh. hahaha. tapos basta.... nagbrown out kanina.... nagpalipad ako ng saranggola kaso lang di lumipad. natangay pa ko. the end. hahaha.

birthday.

i'd like to greet my sister a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. as well as mavic, advance ha sa 19!!! i love you all!

*nakaapak ako ng tae*

ayan. i was besought to desist my incessant "song-title" posting. haha. because of the fact na nakaapak ako ng tae. i really needed to make it a title. haha. hmmmm.... QUESTION: ikaw ba, fan ng dashboard confessional?.... hmmm. avid fan ako nian. kasi ung nagwowork sa daddy na ang name ay jondy, may banda siya. nakasama niya na ang rivermaya, INGGIT AKO. anyway, fan siya ng dashboard, eh nahawa ako. ehhehe. oh. kaya nga pala ako ng post dahil dun sa tae. anyway. basta nakaapak ako. un na un. so.... hmmm.... nung may 1 nga rin pala, nagbrownout. ahaha. timing nga naman, d nagana ang generator. naiyak ung kapatid kong si charles. kaya nanuod kami ng beyblade sa laptop ng daddy, full charge un ha. hahaha. sayang sana samurai x na lang. uie. may gusto nga pala ko tanungin kay polin, sau ba unf full house? pahiram. hehe. kung pede. hmmm..... naghahanap kasi ako ng guitar-chords... wla sa hinayupak na song hits. kaya ako ol. kaya nagbrowse na rin ako ng mga kung ano-anu. f#ck, i forgot something. nalimutan kong maligo, joke. hehhee. JOKE lang, walang 50% true na yan, masusuntok ko kayo. hahaha. ok i'm probably gonna shush now cause i'm really getting out of hand. first na naman sina rob at amber sa amazing race. wait. maghahanap ako ng spoiler. ok, magaaral pa ko. hahaha.

To besought a person to desist an explicit act that he/she esteems may/ may not be entirely a counterfeit function. It typically relies on whether or not the act has virtuous reimbursements to the person in liability. I compellingly believe that once a person is abstained from the familiar, a person is left with only his/her guard for battle. Change is inexorable thus man should not be ambiguous to the verity that he/she may lose something he/she loves.